I get to see Jared in two days. I am so unbelievably excited.

This couldn’t come at a better time. I am so tired of where I’m at right now. I want a good change to come and take me away from here. It’s not awful… I just feel so empty and worthless all the time and I don’t want to do this teaching thing anymore. The students hate me. Making the lesson plans is killing me. I am so stressed out and depressed all the time because there’s always something more I should be doing and just don’t want to… my heart isn’t in this.

I don’t know what I’m good for, but it’s not this.